Summers' Past

When in my life will not be reflective? I’m tired of looking at the past. It definitely holds me back, without a doubt, but it’s what I do and I do it too often. Although I am doing it less and less. As the summer starts, I do something I do at the start of every summer and that’s review every summer I ever remember. I can pretty much tell you how every summer went starting with 2004. And last summer is up there with the worst of them. But this summer… this summer I have a job. I’m saving money to move out and by the end of the summer I’ll hopefully be looking for another job elsewhere, but even in all that… It’s the past that’s holding me back. It’s got to stop… tomorrow.